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how is it tt something can control everything you do so much.. that in the end it messes up just about everything you knew. from the way u do things to mind set and even perception of time and how we relate to others... its sian..... =\

kinda sian tt.. i've been holding back from everyone, esp u.. cos i din wanna mess things up.. but now its difficult to reach out and help.. =\

hello!!!=)

ok. back from holiday=) haha. actually been back for abt a week or so... but had band fest yea. hmm.. band fest was kinda fun. but also kinda dissappointing lah.. was fun too learn new pieces and meet all the new ppl. but our pieces well.. short of charming asia.. the rest kinda sucked.... even if we played well we d look lousy next to the other bands... y din we get more fun pieces?.. all so pathetic one..... pls the horn n trumpet sections like cannot tune one!! sigh.. but our Eb clarinetist was like.. wow pro.. haha.. love his tone. all the way up to... wad ever note tt was... super hi concert d i think...or something like tt. haha. like the korea Eb part. shall go back to nj n try it out. wanna play it well too. ahha. iif only njs Eb n better condition. haha. shall go try=))


o hey! i got a photo blog now. the pics come out one a day. so can go there take a look. rite now only got 1 i think.. theres another on njcs photog one... haha.. mine is http://hashbr0wn.aminus3.com

njcps: http://infocus.aminus3.com/

yea. go take a look k?=))

oo hey1 i put on braces liao! haha.... amazingly can still play=) first day my tone abit more reedy and flat.. but yesterday was better alrd. haha.. its abit uncomfortable. but not much prob playing. haha. then ermz... eating is a BIG prob.. haha.. its really hurts when i bite... even like. sponge cake hurt!.. haha. tt day ate fries.. had to cut them first!... so stupid lor. haha. feel so disabled.. haha.. then took so long to eat dinner tt day. haha... have to eat with a scissors.. feel so pathetic. haha.. but well. think the wrst of it hasnt come yet.. supposed to get lots of ulcers n sores. haha.. but not yet... tts good=) haha.

o!! looking forward to wed!!=) haha.. shall make e band do funny breath support exercises=) fun fun fun=) well.. until i sort n resize the photos from my trip, cya=) will post them up soon=) haha. bb=))

holiday=)

heys=) yea... this weeks been pretty much sian... haha... well.. exp for the "class outing" and band bbq. haha.. but then bbq was just abt the best. other than tt was mostly slacking at home.. quite depressing actually... haha.. then fri went to extract the next 2 teeth. this time the injections hurt ALOT. exp for the upper jaw.. haha. dunno y.. last week it almost din hurt at all. haha. then well... now wthout teeth on both sides. then cos of the stupid metal thing they put in i cant even close my jawz so my teeth touch each other. cant chew properly. so all my semi chewed or unchewed food just gets swallowed. after tt will have weird feelings in my stomach. haha.

then hmm...o hey. today was quite cool.. we went out to amk central for breakfast. then met mr yan chee seng there!... haha... almost couldnt remember his name. haha..w as my chem tchr for 1 term in sec 3. he was probably the best sci teacher in ac and he had to leave. (other than mrs lam tt is) the rest well.. not v good. haha. anyway, went to talk to him, n his wife said she tot me b4.. she looked familiar.. but dun rem a mrs yan in acjs... haha.. o wells... so interesting. haha. hes perhaps one of the... 3... well.. ya. prob 3 tchrs from barker id actually want to meet. haha..


now just packed to go off to msia 2moro. somewhere called murobok.. i think tts how u spell it.. close to thailand.. so its a good 12 hr drive i think... sighs.. haha.. wonder wad to do... but.. we staying at my dads frens house.. well.. not sure u can call it a house... its 2km^2!! tts HUGE
haha. theres even a (real) waterfall and stream and... and.. dunno wad else. haha. hope there ll be nice pics to take there. haha.. perhaps wild life other than cats n lizards=)

o ya.. prom nite... it was quite fun=) haha.. well.. till it got to the clubbing part. tt one was... well. prob the worst thing in the world.. haha.. ok lah. not tt bad. but ya. you get the idea. took quite afew nice pics. will post up.. haha. there was one of one of the council ppl... jamima i think.... haha.. anyway, just so happen to take a shot of her tt looked like studio shot. haha.. quite nice. the depth oof field is really nice. haha.. got alot of other nice pics too. haha. but mostly of kapo=) haha. and some... hmm... interesting pics from the stage bandd=) haha. ok ok. shall stop talking n start putting up pics=)


hmm.. this nice sea anemonae shell=) then the wave... nice effect=)
o o.. nice rite?.. haha. well.. doesnt always have to be a nice butterfly=) haha.. the pic looks wonderful full size. haha.. love the depth of field=)
this is the pic i was talking abt. haha.. great lighting. haha. love e shadows. the ballrm had great shadows on e stage too=) love slr colour and tone reproduction!

the evil candles tt tried to burn us everytime we tried to lean on the stage!! haha. but another quite nice shot=)
o.. this is the stage band pic was talking abt. haha. the soloist looked really quite pro in the pics ... haha.. esp jia hao... but dun have tt file on the com now
the bridge i took after i got tired of the club in 1 minute=)
another one.. love the way the aperture gives a star like shape arnd the lights!=) haha no need filters=)
o.. here r some funny shots of kapo playing with e rubber ball=)


he misses mabel... haha. maybe.. but i noe i do.. haha. sigh
fat fat frog=)
hmm... this picture is interesting. haha.. like the lightings and the shadows... got lots of smooth tones


my niece judith!=)

clarke quay at sunset=)


well.. hope u enjoyed all the photos=) haha.

band pics!

hey ppl, thnx to everyone who put in effort for yesterdays bbq! was great! nice food too=) haha. n thnx to all e seniors for coming over=) hope yr all enjoyed it as much as i did. haha

anyway, her are the pics. shall post the prom ones too.. then after ive sorted will put up sweetest couple tooo!!=)) haha congrats to kirby and dency!!! haha.

work sets in

well... pw went quite well, class chalet was great and things been rather slack for now... nothing really much has happened for awhile i guess.. but now work shall start to set in.. have to start revising. especially worried for everything actually.. but then.. tt isnt especially anymore... o wells..

worried for maths:
the only way i know how to do well is practice.. but well.. tt works quite fine.. but it just feel so super disorganised... im not sure i actually understand the concepts... just do the questions.. then i dun feel tt i really know it..
chem:
well... frankly i dont think our chem department is very good.. but its not all about tt.. for me.. im not really sure if everything they ve given us is enough.. perhaps.. and most probably i din practice enuf.. ok. granted i didnt put much effort into chem but instead focused on the other subjects... well..now im kinda lost for chem. lots to catch up.
bio:
i guess i know wads supposed to be known. more or less.. but i dun noe wads expected of us. like.. answering techniques n stuff... dunno wade xactly they re looking for and probably make too many assumptions... so im kinda lost for now too...
geog:
human i have totally no idea.. physical... ermz... ok lah.. but also v confused
chem H3
also v confused.. but i think shld be able to sort it out... like... im not very grounded in the basics so im having quite abit of trouble with it. sighs...
gp:
ermz... help...

so ya... with so many things.. im like quite lost for now... and.. o.. i just got word from miss wong.. i din get in for bio o... she asked me to tell navin too. but not ian so well.. i guess congrats to ian! hope you get to go canada next yr=P take loads of nice pics=) i think ill start to work more on a lvl stuff... ya.. with tt gone.. alots shattered.. sighs.. so dun expect me to be up to much in the coming week or so... but then again... im sure God has His reasons for not letting me through. thank You Lord... please help me to continue to improve on the talents You have given to me. help me find a way to serve You with them... Amen

more pics=)

hey=) some nice photos from frasers hill=) afew of them also from class chalet. haha. got lots more funny ones. but havent sorted so will upload at a later date=) cya!=) n enjoy=)